Today is the day grandma is layed to rest in the ground.. I will miss her so much. I hate that she is gone.. I never got to say goodbye.. I feel like i could have saved her if i was at her house that night. I wasnt working I should have been there. I could have done CPR i could have flagged down the ambulance.. there is so much i could have done.. and i wasnt there to do it.. I miss her.. I hope she knows i love her